.

What hurts the most
Tears are gone, but there's no smile
There's a shame
I still cry, but within

Seems like nothing,
Like all the pain is gone
But it hurts like nothing before

And I ask myself why,
Why do I feel guilty
although I've only tried to survive

I'm aware that it was not my fault
But can't help feeling like I've done something wrong

Maybe that's because they do not know the truth,
the reason why all that happened and 
that there's nothing I have to be ashamed of

That's what hurts the most
Yes, knowing that I've done nothing wrong.